星期二, 九月 30, 2008

无聊的我啊...

由于人的生命是在过于无聊,所以才会有勇气尝试一切的新鲜事物,比如网路产品,比如乱七八糟的感情,比如莫名其妙的体育运动。人总是喜欢用各式各样的规则将自己束缚捆绑。

烦心的事情永远都层出不穷......说白了,都是钱,钱,钱啊......关于享受一定的物质和文化氛围得付出的代价,心中也是有数的,既然是留学就是要烧钱,自己在心里这样安慰自己,但是对于爸爸还是有一些愧疚之情,毕竟爸爸只有一个,生养我,教育我,付出的艰辛是难以言喻的,至于妈妈关于做人不能太奢侈的劝告,也只能当作耳边风一掠而过了.......我承认我偏心......

well, i dun wanna u to understand me, i know it may be quite difficult...but i hv to say, i need ur surpport, i cant carry on if u r not on my side...u just cannot imagine how important u r in my life and how much i treasure u....
love u, papa...u r just the only reason i struggle in this boring place, doin all those silly stuff, trying to smile to everyone, no matter he or she is the one i like, i ignore or i hate......
u just make my life meaningful...i miss u night n day~~~hoping to fly back home, back to ur side...
小路上,一颗迷途的蒲公英,把我引向蓝灰色的湖泊,在微微摇晃的倒影中,我找到了你,那深不可测的眼睛......